Unexpected Messages

Last saturday was my sister Blen's bachelorette party.  It was an all night event of laughs, eats, drinks, and lots of dancing.  After all night of "partying", I realized that I am not as young and energized as I used to be. While the two peas in a pod, Blen and Le decided to spend the night at the luxurious hotel.  The option was posed to me.

The question was should I stay in the hotel or not?
Is this one of those tests that I need to face and challenge myself to change?
Tough decision to make for two reasons: I was anxious. 
1. Separation anxiety.  I missed my son. 2. the conversation that will take place while riding back with Riz.

Anyhow, decision was made.  I hitched a ride with Riz.
The conversation was painful but, worth it. (yep, worth it)

Sunday came.  It was mother's day.  I was a zombie.  My whole body ached. My eyes half-way closed.
My son greeted me with a beautiful bouquet, "Happy Mother's Day Mommy".

beep...

The company of my son was amusing, I ignored my phone.

later on, I checked my phone.
Four text messages on my phone: a text message from Riz (and 2 other sisters were ccd), Laika, Cheng, and Blen.

"Happy Mother's Day Ate Alma.  Daniel is very lucky to have you as his mom.  He's a sweet boy.  Thank you also for being there for me ate bing, and ching.  Please know that we love you despite of our arguments and differences."

My eyes teared.  I felt loved.

Another text message.  This one was from Blen. 
"Happy Mother's Day! You're an amazing mom and your doing a fabulous job with Danielsan.  Hope to be as great as you someday.  Love you always!"

I was speechless. 


It felt good. It was tears of joy.

I will take this as a sign of a new relationship with my sisters.
I am happy.